Everyone is on their own journey and path at various stages of life. We are all different and unique. We are the only ones who know what goes behind closed doors, what's happening inside of us. Sometimes it's peace and sometimes it's turmoil. You cannot only have one or the other. It's okay to feel emotional, to have irrational thoughts or lose your temper. You don't have to stay this way though. You have the choice to accept those and move on.
This is going to be an honest open letter about what I've been through lately. For a long time, I felt like I was trying but not able to contribute. There is a lot of fear surrounding what I want to create. I stumble, I fall, I rise. It's a never-ending battle. When the mind is in play, there is always a resistant of thoughts. My thought patterns haven't been the most positive. I was a bit harsh on myself. Actually, it's like I don't know what I was doing. I was lost. I get shivers writing this. It's like these new year resolutions. You have so much hope in the future. They hardly ever come true. This is the problem: to not live in the future. I try though. To live in the present, be mindful. Let go of the past. I've read so much. This is a bit contradictory in a way. I'm constantly looking for the next book that is going to help me. Which is telling my self that I'm not okay. I'm relying on external support to make me feel bet...
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